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    August 28

    I need solution

    Having a good fortunate life is a beginning of a curse or a bless? Well, it all depends on what we choose to live on.  If we choose to live in a miserable life by knowing it but still want to do it, therefore, good luck, no one will help us but ourselves. Sometimes I was wondering that why some people could be so energetic, and others could be lazy like no body business, sigh, is it so called "LIFE"? I doubt.
     
    I keep on asking myself, am I making a right decision for my life? Yes, I know, sometimes we have to take risk whether it is good for us or bad, maybe I was not brave enough to take this responsibility, or I was too scared that I would fail again, but like it or not, we still have to decide what we really want to do much as I dont want to decide right now. Do I have any choice, the answer will definitely be NO. Choice we made no matter how bad or good we still have to move on with our life unless we could find the easy way out which means commit suicide. I am sure a lot of peple include me do not dare to do it, so, life still have to be continued, sad huh, but it is the truth. As Julie said, no matter how bad our life is, we still have to accept the fact and move on, either we choose to live happily or sadly, the choice is within our hand, like it or not, some people have to learn things in a hard way which will make them become better person. Therefore, it is better to make choice than just sitting there waiting for the good time to come.
     
    These days my face got some kind of fungal infection, very itchy, dont know whether it is something about SEVENTH MONTH, what can I do, appy medicine n say hello to "THEM". haha.
     
    Better end here.
    August 13

    Damn it

    What the fucking life is that? Forgot to bring keys, wallets so as to ask my dear friend to treat me for lunch. Fall down in front of the school make myself all wet n embarassed. And these are not very big issue as still got friends to help me out, however, the most dammit thing was falling sick b4 going to the Bindan Island with all my dear friends despite the fact that I have already paid the ferry tickets, although it had been a long long time I never met them, I still have to say sorry to them n to myself. Sigh...
     
    Recently, I m being FORCED to borrow a disk from my student called "Gilmore Girls", it is so damn funny although it is not a new show. Story is about relationships, love, families of the young mother n daughter, It is simple and meaningful. Thank god I still have the show with me otherwise I really could die during this hard period. Apparently, my praying has been come true.. Thank God again.
     
    PS: Lory's first boyfriend is so damn handsome. Surprisingly, i use a lot "DAMN", forgive me.. hoho